Sometimes I think Master is taking it too slow and to easy with me. He tells me that this is a process and he will slowly introduce things to me when he feels I am ready. But what if I feel I am ready for more? DO I tell him this? Do I tell him that when we are playing and he asks me if I need a break and I tell him maybe just a few minutes he then stops playing all together. Yes he is Master and he knows what is best, but I only wanted a few minutes, I wanted more. I need more. Even though my butt was on fire and stinging I still wanted more. Do I tell him? Do I say after a few minutes rest that I am ready for more?
When Master and I first started talking to each other he of course asked me what my limits were and there are somethings that I just could not or would not do. Then there were things he asked me how I felt about it and I told him honestly since I have not experienced these things I didn't know but would like to experience them and then I could tell him how I felt about it. We have yet to do these things. Do I tell him I am ready and wanting to experience them?
Master has been introducing new implements each time we play. Each new implement gives a new kind of feeling, hurts more, a different kind of pain. He says he does it this way so not to scare me. He is right because if he had brought out that strap the first time we played, I would have run for the hills and not come back. Damn did that thing hurt. So far Master has pretty much focused on just my butt and spanking me. I want him to use my breasts & my pussy. I want him to incorporate some bondage. When Master feels I am ready I know he will but I feel like I am ready for so much more. Do I tell him I think he is moving to slow?
He is has been in the lifestyle for over 12 yrs and he knows what is best for me. I just wonder if I should say something.
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